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saturday morning rant!
what does that mean? enemy of reality? well lets mess with the punctuation for clearer and deeper meaning enemy of "reality" see I did the little doctor evil thing around reality. See all that we hold to be real is largely fabrication and conditioning. the best example of this in the medical Buisness or as i preferr to call it Science religeon! bow before the clean white antiseptic hallways and pray for relief then take your communion in a little clear plastic cup that like you is disposable. Ok obviously I have problems with science religeon but we'll leave that for another time. how is medical science "reality" instead of reality.
Case in point my ex wife: one day after listening to a radio commercial (you know the ones) "are you groggy in the morning are you bored during the day? you might have depression. blah blah blah!" well my wife being the suggestible type went right off and got herself diagnosed with depression and bipolar disorder. so science in all it's wisdom gave her pills not to quiet it but to amplify it!!!! I know they said they were to make it better but she went from kinda crazy to freddie kruger overnight with only two pills! so I assume that was to get her to come back so they could get her again with somthing better (read more expensive) so she went back and got more crazy pills. and became really really unstable. We called her atillia the nun that's how bad she was! And I being a careing and sensitive person upped my drinking to half a fifth of rum on work nights and a whole fifth every nweekend night. which I supplimented with beer and the company of heroin junkies. (cmon sensitive careing people need all the help they can get to not care and be insensitive cause being sensitive sucks you get hurt all the time. anyway long painful story shortened the reason my ex was depressed was cause I was drinking and not paying attention to her. but the pills made her worse which made me drink more which escalated to the point where now I pay her child support and don't drink any more . and she dosn't take crazy pills any more. so I guess the pills do work if divorce is a cure for depression!
any way I said all that to say that if the radio hadn't sold her a slice of "reality" we might have been able to work shit out but she believed advertizeing and shit happened mixing "reality" with reality. Now we know that TV spews "relaity" with every word and if they are saying that the economy is in a slow down you can imagine how absolutely fucked we actually are but we won't see the reality till we hack throught all the layers of "reality" masking it . Or you can just crack open a bottle of crown and make a little "reality" of your own. happy summer sheeple!
Case in point my ex wife: one day after listening to a radio commercial (you know the ones) "are you groggy in the morning are you bored during the day? you might have depression. blah blah blah!" well my wife being the suggestible type went right off and got herself diagnosed with depression and bipolar disorder. so science in all it's wisdom gave her pills not to quiet it but to amplify it!!!! I know they said they were to make it better but she went from kinda crazy to freddie kruger overnight with only two pills! so I assume that was to get her to come back so they could get her again with somthing better (read more expensive) so she went back and got more crazy pills. and became really really unstable. We called her atillia the nun that's how bad she was! And I being a careing and sensitive person upped my drinking to half a fifth of rum on work nights and a whole fifth every nweekend night. which I supplimented with beer and the company of heroin junkies. (cmon sensitive careing people need all the help they can get to not care and be insensitive cause being sensitive sucks you get hurt all the time. anyway long painful story shortened the reason my ex was depressed was cause I was drinking and not paying attention to her. but the pills made her worse which made me drink more which escalated to the point where now I pay her child support and don't drink any more . and she dosn't take crazy pills any more. so I guess the pills do work if divorce is a cure for depression!
any way I said all that to say that if the radio hadn't sold her a slice of "reality" we might have been able to work shit out but she believed advertizeing and shit happened mixing "reality" with reality. Now we know that TV spews "relaity" with every word and if they are saying that the economy is in a slow down you can imagine how absolutely fucked we actually are but we won't see the reality till we hack throught all the layers of "reality" masking it . Or you can just crack open a bottle of crown and make a little "reality" of your own. happy summer sheeple!
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Comment by Adah on July 27, 2008 at 2:59am -
"I guess the pills do work if divorce is a cure for depression!"
Ha ha ha.
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Comment by Adah on July 27, 2008 at 2:58am
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Don't worry about it, dude. The best thing about God is that He is never surprised when we screw up; it's not like you can surprise him. He knows what to do with the boys, and He was expecting them, even if you weren't. They will be wonderful! They'll be your best friends someday, I am sure. Then you'll be glad you 'messed up'.
As for the guilt thing, yah, being forced to do something out of fear on any level (and guilt is just a form of fear if you think about it) will cause unpleasant results. After all, God never leads us through fear or guilt. He doesn't have to. He just has to ask, and we obey. No pressure, no whining, no threats. Why does God need to threaten? It's not like He has a low self-esteem. But now I'm preaching. In short, if you follow the orders of something other than God, you are in for trouble because the orders of the enemy are designed just to cause you pain.
But just keep following God's orders now, and everything will be worked out: remember, God had your whole life, and your boy's lives, all scheduled before he even began working on making Earth.
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Comment by Dansemcabre on July 17, 2008 at 4:34pm - that rant brought about a strange realization for me. I married my wife cause I knocked her up. not because I loved her but out of some form of guilt and a sense of responsibility. so it's not surprising then that we found out we did'nt really get along that well. and it seems that all our problems and addictions came about because of that fundamental unhappiness. it woulda been better if I had'nt married her and had just paid child support and had half custody. better yet if I had kept my dick in my pants that night she asked me out!!! oh well live and lern I guess just sucks when my mistake effects 2 boys that I brought into the world. Now the most responsible thing I can do is Give them to God and let him take care of them. cause I can't fix this but He can.
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Comment by TylerDurden on July 16, 2008 at 4:54pm - and yeah, I liked the bit about the sheeple...without a Sheppard --> poor bastards...
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Comment by TylerDurden on July 16, 2008 at 4:53pm
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yeah I got a wife...unfortunately no ex in front of it...ah, that just ain't right dog...
But my wife and yours are linked mentally through the ether man, girl is bananas everytime she hears something in the newspaper, she is swayed like the wind or the waves of the ocean...unstable, overly paranoid and psychotic, but I love her, I've always attracted the psychos!!
I never figured people with such high IQ's would have such a hard time reading between the lines, seeing what's really going on...I don't miss talk radio or tv at all, bunch of one-sided "someone else's forced opinion" spewing puppets is all they are, and they're ruining our country, it's like watching all america chase a cinnabun on o string that always stays ten feet out of their grasp...NOW YOU GOT ME FLIPPIN OUT...YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
peace out, sobriety while you sometimes miss the fun you had in the druggin & drinkin, your smart enough to realize that there was more to it than the "fun" side, which keeps me from going back, I remember all the nasty SH&$ I had to go through and all the people I hurt...
Yeah, so HALF TIT
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